Seriously!!!!!

This should not be that hard! I just took Kamiryn and left her in a strange new place with people that are not family members or close personal friends. I do not know the 19 other children with whom she will spend her day. Yet hundreds of thousands of parents do this every September. I too have had 2 of the other 3 attend Kindergarten at public school. So really it shouldn't be this hard for me. So why do I feel like I just let my 5 year old board a plane by herself to a third world country???? Oh yeah, I know why.....because she is my Kamiryn Zoe Rose girl. Excuse while I go find a mass ammount of chocolate to conusme and have myself a good cry. Then I will dilligently homeschool the other 3 because that was the intended purpose. Oh and maybe to seperate my precious little princess and I for two to three days a week. ACK!!!! *sigh* {SOB}